Realization/Learning's/Resolution

  My realization in 2012 is to study hard to achieve my dreams and goal in my life. I realize that I was too crazy and sometimes lazy to my studies. I was very happy because my family was keep on believing that I as this young age can manage myself to stand up on my feet alone. My family was always at my back to look up on me,to check on me and they give me strength to fulfill my goals. Their presence encourage me to lead my path alone to develop my directions and life and to know other people that can carry me through my life success. I was very thankful to God that i have this kind of parents. Also my friends that I can lean on every ups and down of my life. Friends are my second family in life, its because i was happy when im with them, they can ease the pain,overcome the struggles and help when trials times come.

 My learning's in 2012 was simple but hard to work it out. I know I made mistakes, hurt other people feelings and pressures myself. In this year I am looking forward to overcome those mistakes that i've done. I have learn many good things in year 2012 and also learn bad things. Me as a student, I want to improve my attitude to make it better and I want to help my self recover in my trials stage during last year in ways I can't handle my attitude being a good one. I want to learn from my mistakes and to improve it and to prove it to others that I can do what can I do as much as i can and help others on their problems and comfort others to make them better.

 

 My Resolution's in 2013, i have many resolution in 2013. First i want to spend more time in my family, I want to have a long period of time with them. I miss my childhood life with my family. Second is to my friends, I want to control them in bad things that what we have done in 2012. I want them to feel that 2012 is enough for bad things that happen. Third is for my only girl, i need to say sorry sincerely for her about what i've done something wrong on her. Worthless things I show on her. The troubles that I done on her. I hope and I pray always that in this year we could fix it and leave it in year 2012 because it was very painful to open up again. Fourth and last is on myself, lessen my " BISYU " fix my life, to strive harder, always listen to my parents, and to boost my self confidence to interact with other people. As year 2012 ends, doesn't mean that in this eyar 2013 was always in good terms nor bad terms as well, I want this year as a balance on me. Problems, trials, struggles and etc.. are on our way as our life goes on. We should keep on facing it and overcome it to make our life easy as we can. Learn to love yourself first as you do to others.